“brick by boring brick”
Work has been draining. Yesterday my boss was in a wretched mood and frustrated me SO MUCH, that I was relieved I could clock out and get a massage and whine to the massage therapist about it. Micheline is my go to person to vent to. Today he was super nice (took his meds, maybe?). I did my errands, did some filing, and rushed home in hail. I fed my doggies, changed into sweats, and made my dinner. I cut up a chicken breast and rolled it in paprika, oregano, sea salt, and pepper, and grilled it. Ate it on a bed of rice. YUM! I had an apple and a few gluten/lactose free cookies. I feel lighter, even when I eat to my fill. I still feel tired, but I can feel that changing. My skin has never felt healthier or so clear, I thank that to the Pevonia products I’ve been using.
I get frustrated sometimes because I feel stuck. I am dreaming about Tennessee like I can’t even believe. Money has been so tight here, and Ohio feels like it has nothing for me. I know a place is what you make it, and I do find a lot of good here. But I am living for our Chicago trip in February and DC trip in March. I just feel that Tennessee will have so much to introduce me to, I am so excited about the possibility of living in Nashville.
Today I was really good at my job. I had excellent conversations with the clients. Learned about one lady’s brain surgery. I love feeling connected to others, love remembering how big the world is outside of me and what I know.
SIGH.
Going to go work out, not too hard, since my shoulder is still hurting. Stay warm out there, reader. It is cold.